just noticed no tbc at the end of this, i'm gonna miss this series! it's such a pleasure to read what you write, hoping more interesting funny and weird stuff to read!!
Aragon said « il n’y a pas d’amour heureux » 🙁. Incels are ashamed to ask for love and intimacy, anger and cynicism is more cathartic and ego protective. Not all incels though. There’s the sad and there’s the angry.
I've never been worried about my virginity, amphetamines made me hypersexual and I was very hurt and lonely. Had I not been on them at the time, I wouldnt've done any of the things I've done while on them. I've always known sex without intimacy isn't for me, but in those conditions, I was able to content myself with loveless sex, if it meant I could get affection/desire more easily. (didn't work, as you've seen)
But yes isolation and intimacy anorexia were there before and after that, and I still struggle with both.
just noticed no tbc at the end of this, i'm gonna miss this series! it's such a pleasure to read what you write, hoping more interesting funny and weird stuff to read!!
oh no its not over yet haha this was just a ramble unrelated to the chronological series, but i integrated it bc its still related
thank you very much for your interest <3 <3 <3
omg its not ending?? lesssgoooo
Aragon said « il n’y a pas d’amour heureux » 🙁. Incels are ashamed to ask for love and intimacy, anger and cynicism is more cathartic and ego protective. Not all incels though. There’s the sad and there’s the angry.
I've never been worried about my virginity, amphetamines made me hypersexual and I was very hurt and lonely. Had I not been on them at the time, I wouldnt've done any of the things I've done while on them. I've always known sex without intimacy isn't for me, but in those conditions, I was able to content myself with loveless sex, if it meant I could get affection/desire more easily. (didn't work, as you've seen)
But yes isolation and intimacy anorexia were there before and after that, and I still struggle with both.
😭 thank you for your kind words ♥️♥️♥️